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Tuesday, April 17, 2007; 10:16 PM

Haiz...LOSING FAITH~~

Today actually nth goes well for me except for this.....

In the morning at about 7.30am, mdm giam, diana and others sms me that our gp have obtained a silver award @ the 8th ELEMENTZ SCIENCE PRESENTATION.....I am so elated..U know y?Don't want tell u lei.. :P

But ytd presentation goes like this..As we were preparing our project to the judges...Suddenly the computer "BOOM"...So scary..This sound was heard..Wads most infuriating was that after that sound was heard, the com black out and there's nothing on the screen..I am surprised by this sudden incident..I am at a loss...But i told myself that this presentation has to go on cause i don't want to lose a battle even without even trying..So BEN, LJ, JAMES and me went up front to present..Although james was mumbering sth which is not clear, but he did make an effort in doing this ppt..And i give me biggest admiration to him...!So the presemtations went on...

At abt 9.30am leong meet me under my block and we went to the lib to revise and do our hmwk and other stuff..Then caught by our surprise, Janice came in at about 10.30am...And my good sister ERIN came in only at 2++pm..OMG...Its so horrible having to stay in the "cold" library...But i have no choice because i haven completed my hmwk and revision...And later on hui lun came and sit around and we went back at about 7pm...On our way back to CWP we saw joe....They are sitting outside the KFC...Hehe..That sight was so comedy because there's 3 girls and 3 boys sitting in a straight row...=]=]...**FUNNY**

Hiz....My worse part is that...When i went home...Nothing goes smoothly..Everything's like a drama...As usual my sis will use the phone for hours chatting with some people from her class...So waste money...!That's wad my mum said..She was totally disappointed in her...There's a lot more and i don't wish to repeat again liao...

I am totally exhausted by all this kind of problems...Initially it was the problem of settling Os fees..Then now its the problem of my sister...I am acutally tremedous stress now...And simply no words cannot convey waht i really wished to say...I am going to break down in no time....And if i really break down...then i will lose hope in everything including,-Friendship, O lvl exams and others......

My problem may not be as grave as u seems beacuse i am one that does not show out my emotions easily..So getting know me in dept is really a difficult job..I may seem that type of "HAPPY-GO-LUCKY" person, but in fact i'm not...It just that i don wished to show my emotions out and affects my friends emotion...And i don really want to expressed it out....

So next time when u see me like very happy, which in fact is totally opposite...I am sure for one thing that as long as my sister uses the house phone everyday, i will not be happy because my dad will scold her and she will rebuke back to him and they quarrel, resulting my stressfulness to be heavier and heavier...And my mum will nag at her and she will not be very happy and she will bang hardly on her room door...This happens everyday...And if i'm given a choice i would rather be alone in the world...With no disturbance, no problems, no accident and etc... Sonner enough, I am trying to hybernate inside myself and i think that no one can enter or unlock this knot...Its all predestinated...I cannot decline or escaped from it...It is FATE....

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