You know that it's not easy to become human form. As quoted from the buddhist, IN ORDER TO GET HUMAN FORM, WE NEED TO REFRAIN FROM KILLING(杀生),STEALING(偷窃),RAPPING N MOLESTING(邪淫)!! Its may sounds easy to you, but have u not kill an ant, a cockroach or even a lizard before? I know you may not believe this, but you should at least believe in KARMA(因果), cause I know that to ur belief, even if you are dead, you are able to ascend to heaven, BUT do you know that 因果循坏的道理!How can you see your life so easily? You always have thousands of reasons TO DIE, but you don't have or cant even find one reason TOLIVE ON!
For what I think, you are escaping! Escaping from the reality, even if you are having financial problem, there's are a lot of places in singapore which you can seek assistance from, and given your case, it shouldn't be a problem getting aid from them!! And if you are suffering in school, why not just seek the higher authority? There's principle and course manager right? ANYTHING CAN GO FIND THEM! You need not keep all tt kind of grievenaces inside you! But there's one thing WE CANT HELP YOU!! Your own psychological problem! If you are troubled by some other factors which we may not know and you have no intention of telling us, we really cant help you anymore!!
It's easy to end your life! But how will the people around you feel? you want them to feel selfish forever right? YOU SELFISH FELLOW!! If you really meet with a mishap, the person who get into contact with you will definitely be very guilty for the rest of his life!! Why can't you just treausre your life more? A human lifespan can only have at most 70-80 yrs on the average, and its decreasing now!
HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT THAT WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOUR FAMILY IF YOU ARE REALLY DEAD? YOU THINK DOING FUNERAL NO NEED MONEY IS IT? I TELL YOU, IT COST MORE THAN WHAT YOU ARE SPENDING NOW FOR ELECTRICITY N INTERNET BILLS NOW!! IF THEY CANT FIND THE MONEY HOW? LET UR BODY LIE IN THE OPEN AND JUST LLET U DECOMPOSED LIKE THAT?? PLEASE THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING FOOLISH!! WE AS YOUR FRIEND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE IF YOU REALLY NEED US, JUST ASK!! WE'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!
I hope what I've say now you are able to see. If not if some of you guys or girls happen to see this, please please pass this message to her! Don't escape from reality!! Face up!!
I REALLY DON'T WANT TO SAY ANYMORE LE, I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU REALLY REFLECT UPON UR STUPID ACTIONS. AND PLEASE THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE STUPID ACTIONS THAT YOU HAVE DONE YESTERDAY!! LUCKILY YOU ARE NOT REALLY MEDICALLY KNOWLEDGE ( in aspect of little medical knowledge of knowing which different kind of tablets add together will end your life )!! WHATEVER IT IS, PLEASE THINK!!
THINK! THINK! THINK!
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Eric Tan Aik Hong 陈一鸿 19 years old 5th Febuary 1990 Ngee Ann Polytechnic-2008 Chinese Studies Aquarius